The rage I have is because people fucked with me that shouldn't have. I'm not guilty of doing these people any wrong doing and they've made MY LIFE hell for over 6 months waking up just because they get up. So I'm lucky to get 3 to 5 hrs sleep a night IF THAT. in a perfect world talking would've solved everything. But they choose to be shitty acting karen bitches. Why can my family not understand my feelings? Despite me telling them I mostly a silent blank stare. This has escalated mainly from the Karen starting and stirring shit , THAT WAS THROWN AT ME FOR SOMETHING I HAVEN'T EVEN DONE. WHY ARE MY FEELINGS SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND... this is completely utter nonsense. God I hate this place.