Hello, I'm j, 21, M. I already have the clear idea long ago that all people my age suffers from this thing called "I don't know what to do with my life", "Where do I go?" or "where do I even start?", "I don't even have an idea or like see myself in the future" or something but I didn't think much of it at all when I was in my teens. But now that I'm here—yep you guessed it right! I also got the same "thing" as well and so it hits me—pretty hard. I realized that age caught up to me because 2 years ago I was still playing around and wasn't even taking things serious (not to an extent that I'm not doing anything at all) and I was only enjoying life. I was up exploring new things like a kid and not even thinking about what kind passion I was aiming for. Idk if I should say that it hurts but kinda similar to that, I just can't share becuse I myself can't figure out what kinda of plans do I have for myself. I'm starting to get consumed by those thoughts and idk how to get rid of it.