Im truly not a bad person. I hate feeling like this though. I'm one of easiest people you could ever try to get along with. But Instead of attempting to do that at all , those around me want to come at me being absolutely evil. So how am I supposed to feel especially with people you can't even reason with? It's not like i can just up and leave where I'm at. I don't know but I can't take feeling like this I'm afraid I'm going to turn into the kilauea volcano. I absolutely don't deserve what I'm being put through. Why do the shittiest people on earth have to find their way to me in my life? By that I mean awful unkind uncaring callous disrespectful shit starting without trying to act reasonable to resolve stuff. I fucking hate people like this. I'd rather live on an island or somewhere without people because I've had enough of this shit.