I can't do crap. I'm supposed to be smarter. I'm supposed to be better but I can't. I'm not seen as an equal to any of the people that once saw me as academic competition. I'm just so stupid now. I can't comprehend. I can't understand. I can't read. I can't logically think. Can't reason Can't write Can't do crap. I just I could be better. I used to be better Now I'm nothing..