i'm so fucking sick of my mom i hope she fucking drops dead all she's ever fucking done is destroy my life i fucking hate her so fucking much i just want to stop being in agony for two fucking seconds i can't fucking do this anymore i can't fucking live like this anymore i need her to fucking get away from me i'm so sick of being afraid to say shit i don't fucking care anymore why the fuck should i give a shit about someone who's never once cared about me