I feel so angry all of the time and it makes me so mad. I have a good life and it makes me feel ungrateful, but I can’t STAND IT. everyone is so loud. Nobody has any consideration for the people around them, including me. I have so much fucking work to do ALL of the time and it only piles up more and more no matter how much I stay on top of it. I’m never ever good enough no matter what I do. There’s always someone better than me, something I don’t know, a topic I’ll never master, and everyone is so fucking annoying simultaneously I can’t help but take it out on myself. I can’t even throw things because then IM the one being “too loud”. people get mad at me for not telling me their problems when they’re the ones who are the problem. I wish everyone would just die I can’t take it anymore I hate it I hate everything so goddamn MUCH