Two months ago has Alex I liked him a LOT. But he said he wasn’t ready for a relationship…….. So yeah I still think about him sometimes or compare him to other guys. Yikessss. But yeah and there is this new guy who just got added to my science class 2 days ago named Ryder. HE REMINDS ME SOOOOO MUCH OF FREAKING ALEX BROOOOOO! Idk how to feel about it…. Like ofc he is cute and I love his personality, and his smile, and his laugh, and height, and humor, and just everything about the way he acts, and he is sweet, and he is a little bit shy in a really cute way. And he does basketball, and is and year older and brunet. BUT THE THING ISSS ALLLL THESE DECRIBE FREAKING ALEXXXXX. For them both having the same voice and laugh to having the same humor and personality. Like literally I couldn’t look at him and not think of freaking Alex man. I mean I definitely like Alex a whole freaking lot and it has only been 2 days…. But do I only like him because he reminds me of Alex?