I lost the love of my life a while ago and it really sucks this isnt just some relationship it was years long and i felt true love we had future plans and wanted nobody else. but yeah we are not together anymore and i had a period where i felt good and fine as i found a hobby but now i feel like garbage. Like lately ive been holding it all in while living life and would start sobbing as soon as i go in the front door. I always have hope she reaches out to me, even though i know the healthiest thing to do is to move on. But its so hard i dont want it any other way. I just dont believe it does she really love me? what if i did something different? yeah