The vent about the world being evil and feeling evil as a person isn't ragebait or trolling. Sorry if it did geniuely come off like that. It was me spiraling cuz ive got ocd and anxiety. I'm calmer now. I know it sounds all over the place. Im worried about coming off as perverted cuz i got SAd as a teen so im scared to talk about sex at all for fear i'll accidentally seem predatory like the guys who hurt me. I'm worried about coming off as stupid cuz i grew up being hit as a child over small mistakes but then another time i'd be beaten for 'acting smart'. Then in general im worried about climate change a lot, sometimes i'd starve myself because i felt so guilty over the resources it took to make it (growing the ingredients/ growing the food that fed the animal, the factory that made the packaging, the lorry that transported it). Also ocd rituals, random actions i obessively do. Im going to try harder meds. I'm really sorry if it did offend you or anyone else. It wasn't to mock anyone