Warning for suicidal thoughts?? I’m so tired omg. School is exhausting, it doesn’t feel worth it. The second I walk into the goddamn building it makes me wanna grab those fuckass plastic knifes from the cafeteria and stab myself in the neck. And to make things worse, no one would even miss me that much I mean the tescher barely know me and my classmates use me like a passtime when they have no one else to hang out with. I have one friend but i’ve been feeling too drained to talk to her often and i feel bad but I can’t being myself too I mean even getting up in the morning makes me wanna kill myself. I mean I’ve even recently noticed myself daydreaming about very detailed ways to self-harm myself. When i’m not thinking about that my hypersexual ass is thinking about the most disgusting stuff ever. I mean just last night instead of sleeping I was touching myself and i feel horrible and disgusting but I don’t know why I keep doing it. The only thing that works is unhealthy. 💔💔💔💔💔