People don't become disgruntled for no reason. Or crazy. Have you never heard of repetitive trauma or cptsd? Or whatever. I guess most people don't know what it's like to stay in fight or fight mode all the time. Never knowing if family is gone explode on you or cuss at you or hit you. Or people in your complex explode or blurt out mean hateful shitty acidic words. My fam drunk has put me through so many bouts of yelling. He threatened to cut my head off once. He beat choked strangled me and tried to break my door down to hurt me multiple times. Coworkers have exploded on me. Done me dirty been childish give me the cold shoulder refused to help when the job requires everyone to help each other. Yeah I'm basically done with people. This isn't everything maybe a minor trauma dump. Just be kind why is it so effing hard? A little goes a long way. I'm so over life right now and people.