Ugh college is really making me crash out and burn out. But, my sister did this college stuff at fourteen, so now I have to also. Of course everyone is nice enough to tell me “you can withdraw whenever you want! College might be too much for a little fourteen year old like you!” But if I actually withdrew, I’d be inferior and less smart and capable than my sister. Which, sucks, since my suicidal ideations and overall declining metal state is really making this college stuff more hard :( I’ll just have to suck it up ig…