I couldn't hold back after hearing a man call my name in he dark cold garden I bared myself naked to the wind and called out and begged the person to fuck me, I heard nothing so I came insidde and masturbated gently til I was flushed and overcome with pleasure I had been shamed into think was wrong, And I had not masterbated for some time watching porn but tonight I made up for it. Love lost and confused as to what everyone is about. I made love to the winds and rain on my face in the shower and splashed the water all rouund the room in orgasm. I had to mop it up. cuz the hose nosel gave way after I tried insertioons both vaginal and anal. but it was something. I wish I had so much money and beautfy that no woman and no man would stop me having sex ever again and would never dear making me so low as to licking the shit on the public toilet floors in cum days young. I hear them fuffin now. show offs. I wish I knew some hot male model to flaunt at them and make them hear and watch us