Its one of those mornings. An early morning, I sit with my thoughts and silence. Thinking of how much unfairness and hypocritical bs I have dealt with. A pos that made me think that I was undeserving or feeling like I "wasnt better than". A pos that made me think that I had a silver spoon in my mouth when, my family, myself, have always worked hard for what we had. A pos that intentionally ruined what I had worked hard to pursue . I have never been loved before in a romantic relationship. It was always one sided, with the other person getting something out of it if I was around, either it be someone else to pay for rent, bills, food, a ride, someone to do things for them around the house, someone they could just have someone listen to their own fucken problems. How much I fucking hate you. To see so much double standards. That you had a pos gf that actually didnt work for shit she got. What she plays with cat litter all day, fucked her step brother, fucked someone when u were with them