I feel like I'm losing myself. Idk who i am as a person. I love art but I wish I would just give up art if I'm gonna be so miserable. Always sad to see that im not improving. I been questioning everything about myself to understand why I hate myself so much and trying to figure out what it is so I fix it and be happy. But idk what it is. I just genuinely hate myself. Usually I feel like this but its worse than ever. Re thinking of SH again. I did a friction burn on my thigh I just hate myself and my incapababilites. I ask for one thing in life and that's to become a great artist. But otherwise theres nothing else for me to live for. What do I do
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