Dear Charlie, Thankfully its been a while since we last talked but I am going through some things. My mon suggested that I start driving again and I told her financially its not possible. Where I live I can take the but rent prices are really scaring me. My mom has never really wanted to teach me how to drive and has always shifted the blame to someone else so I never got the practice I really needed. But I fear that is why she has been so mean when she comes out to see me. She is usually in a very angry mood and never wants to eat with me. I wonder if she has run out of patience for me. But she is all I have. I work a lot and dont have solids friends, a boyfriend or family close by. I feel really abandoned and like a disappointment. If i was more independent would she like me more? Would we actually eat together? Charlie, i am an adult but I feel so alone. I feel like my mom is trying to subtly push me away when all I want is closeness. But it might never happen