I was born with a severe learning disability that held me back throughout school. Since I have only the basics in regards to reading and writing down, people often dismiss my condition and downplay my experience. I've faced a lot of toxic positivity over the years when my experience just can't be the same as neurotypicals. Personally, I blame class difference, but I never feel educated enough to say. I'm treated as a troll whenever I open up to people online, though I genuinely had to face support workers every day in school. I couldn't even assist myself with going to the bathroom. I felt suicidal because I knew I was missing out as a teenager. I was bullied, only had acquaintances out of necessity who all ditched me because I made them look bad. They had to deny any contact with me, even to this day. I have helpers who don't understand me, they're only there because of pity and the desire to look good. I know I'm a burden, I was treated for violent tempers and an inability to learn.