I really need help like i tried breaking up w my boyfriend twice and everytime he gets mad and telling me stuff like he wasted so much time on me for nothing and doesn't listen to any of the stuff im saying WHILE well knowing this whole relationship is based on fear from my side and he says ist just a break but then he returns to it being a relationship because he can't handle things like that and has to continue another way and ive been at a point where i thought my only way out is suicide Bc im liegit traped in this relationship and i dunno what to do