This might be really really cringey and quirky. But I feel out of it these days. I don't feel fully present but I don't think I am fully dissociating or anything, I just don't feel like I am here. I am trying my hardest to have a consistent routine to keep myself busy because I keep getting restless and when I get restless I start to check out. I don't have any motivation for any of my interests rn, I don't want to do anything that's "too much work" like playing games or drawing BUT I NEED to do something. I feel overstimulated and under-stimulated at the same time. Everything peeves me, everything makes me overthink, and everything makes me feel bored. I want SOMETHING to happen.