I’m finally getting my test for hypersomnia and narcolepsy. I’m grateful for it, but it makes me so nervous. If I don’t have it, then there’s no explanation for a 7 year long problem. And then I’d have to see if I cause it myself and it was my fault. But If I do have it, I’m completely alone with it. I know nobody with the disorder. I feel like people can’t truly understand.