I know he likes her. She is my best friends and I feel that Im slowly watching her get taken from me. Im usually in control of my emotions, but I can't help but feel a bit insecure about my friendship skills. I can only talk about school and band because that's what our lives revolve around at the moment. As for he and my friend, they seem to connect on a deeper level than I can. It's senior year of highschool and I know he will not be able to see her as often, but I don't think he notices how much it hurts to see how he's throwing himself at her. It's like everyone I hang around starts dating, and I'm always third wheeling. I'm not saying I want a romantic relationship, I just want a stable friend group, one where no one is dating within the group. I've lost too many friends by being neutral in these situations. She is really dear to me. I feel terrible that I can't make her laugh as much as he can. It's slowly eating away at me. Senior is so lonely.