Other people are scared of him. He is the worst person I have ever met.. and somehow.. I stay. Not only do i stay, I invest. I feel so broken. How did i get here? I used to be so secure in who I was.. and now... I think about where I want to be buried more than I think about anything else.... I've even looked at burial plots and am speaking with an attorney for a will... ...he is going to kill me... and yet I stay when everything in me says run. I don't and I can't. The worst part.. my family and friends know.. and no one wants to help or hear about it.. even my therapist, Logan, said she doesn't know how to help me if I wont leave. How do you leave with nothing and no one?