oh my god i embarassed myself i got caught up in the moment of interacting with people (i felt a rush?) and i talked to this random person on the train and they reciprocated (they were cool) but i feel like a freak bcs who does that?? they migth think im on drugs or smthg like what if they interacted w me cus they were scared idk leaving this here bcs im so embarrassed and maybe if i write it down ill forget abt it