I been struggling with anxiety and depression and had a paper coming up so I using AI on it and now I will be failing that class and I have to do certain steps to meet with the Dean and pay the price for what I did. I have stuff to look forward to but I can barely handle my day to day life and having this on my plate is just tearing me apart. I feel awful and I just want to escape this reality because I don't find any peace anymore. Writing this is giving me anxiety so I am going to stop.