im done with life I am still young I haven't graduated yet. My mom is always going the extra mile for my sister, she packs cute lunches, goes to her concerts, her track meets, and picks her up from school everyday. My sister is 3 years older than me so I just deal with it knowing shes probably just smarter. But my mom doesn't just ignore me. When I need something that's real then suddenly I'm selfish and impolite. Suddenly I don't know my place and its below my sister. So instead of just ignoring me which I wish she would she just screams and yells and nitpicks for every tiny thing I haven't slept more than 3 hours for the last 2 years. I often stay up and text my friend because he's the only person that listens and relates to me. I tried killing myself a couple months ago. My mom said she didn't know what had gotten into me and told me that she gave me everything. No she gave me the bare minimum. the only reason I didnt die is cuz my friend stopped me. But I cant do this I'm done.