I remember when you tried to kill me with a pillow when I was near death from being poisoned. You were too weak to go through with it but you hurt me over that plenty of times after. I also remember when you planned to try murdering me again but I was smart enough to expose your affair to enough people that you knew you couldn't get away with murdering me anymore. The cheating, lies, double-life, disrespect are all things I can get over. The attempted murder when I was an innocent is terrifying, I won't ever get over that and it reminds me rock always watch my back around you and why I could never give you anything intimate ever again.