I try so hard so hard to reach out to her and she ignores me. SHE ONLY TEXTS ME WHEN SHE NEEDS SEX ughhhhh It’s tiring as HELL! I want to amend things between us. I try so hard, so hard— I feel like Gatesby waiting for Daisy just for her to dump me for someone else. It’s eating me up. I have degraded my self for this woman and she uses me as some sex object. No one has ever humiliated me as this woman. My reputed background, all of it in shambles because of her