Im so fucking scared. Its been 2 hours since me and my sister almost got kidnapped, but I cant stop thinking about it. If my other sister and mom werent nearby, what wouldve happened? If we were just a bit farther away from the hotel, would we be kidnapped? I cant stop thinking about these questions and how scary it would have been. I wanna kill myself for how useless I was. And I feel like im overreacting to everything since I was laughing at first, then i was silend in the next hour, and now i cant stop crying. Anchorage is an ass place.