Rant #25942

i just feel so stupid sometimes and overwhelmed. i feel like i put too much faith in others to the point where it's just gullible. i hate being a woman in today's world. i don't even want to date anymore because I'm worried about what a man might do to me, and even if it doesn't he just wouldn't understand. i feel like i'm behind in life. my job is too stressful for the pay but my backup plan seems even worse. sometimes i wish i were someone else.