I hate my life, the boy I like said(when I asked him out at homecoming to be my bf) he likes me too but wants to stay single but wtf does that mean, and he said he js wants to be friends, then turns around and is all nice and flirty towards me. On the bright side I've been clean for a little over a year but the urges are becoming more frequent and harder to ignore. Don't even get me started on skl or my home life, I hate how I look, I hate my personality, I hate everything about me. Clearly there must be a reason he doesn't want me back, something he's not telling me; He's also ignored my texts these past couple of days. I hate that I like him, everyone's like "oh you like HIM, how do you like HIM, you're the only one" and I'm like, I like him okay leave me alone. I'm not smack talking about your taste in men, LET ME BE!!!!!!!!