I've been struggling alot lately. I have been feeling so burnt out, tired and experiencing several unhealthy mental things all at once. I just transferred to another school for senior high in the PH, and it was a very very big school — one of the top 10 in the country. First thing; I felt very out of place. And as days and weeks pass by, I felt lonely. And yes, I don't have a single close friend in the class or even just a circle. My ideas get unvalidated, and go ignored and more. Second; It's a very far school from my house. I travel through public transport for 40 minutes going there, and about 1-3 hours going home. I feel so so tired already when I get home, and I barely have the motivation to do school works anymore, but I get it done anyways. Third; my parents are stuck at the old times. They think crying is weak and literally scold me for crying, talking to them during an argument is disrespectful and just every time, my mom is just angry with everything. I'm so tired.