my mom is cheating on my dad with multiple men, i’m arab so it’s not physical cheating but she’s talking and goes out w multiple men, not only one. it’s killing me, i’m the only one who knows, how? i went thru her phone msgs, she deletes them but i caught it multiple times, even sending pictures that i dont know the content of them, and that scares me. my dad is out of the country, that’s what makes it easy for her, i’m not even close to my dad so if i tried to tell him he’ll prolly brush it off or thonk i’m a liar so i dont know what to do but it’s draining the life out of me. i hate cheating, and i’m scared i get cheated on, i’m a one guy girl, even talking w sm1 else feels wrong to me, i’m scared her behavior might somehow get to me and change how i think, and make me normalize it and hurt my future partners.