i’m certainly getting tired of seeing everyone around me get into relationships but i can’t. i hate how selfish and pathetic it sounds but i don’t know how else to put it. i’m only 18 and just started university so i know a lot of people would tell me that i have my whole life ahead of me. i know that but when you’re surrounded by people of the same age as you getting something you’ve always wanted, it makes you wonder what’s wrong with you. i’ve never had a guy like me back. i was humiliated so badly with the last guy i liked that i’ve been so scared to like anyone now because why would they be different? being the one person everyone gets excited to tell about their relationships gets tiring after sometime too. is it how i look? is it because i’m unapproachable? how does everyone around me have their person but i’ve never even experienced anything close to someone reciprocating mutual feelings. i just hope i don’t live the rest of my life alone. that’s all.