I don't know if i will ever "value" myself. I made it into university, into what i would consider my dream course and i feel worthless. I am barely keeping up with my classes and exams, and i'm trying to enjoy university life but i just can't find my place yet. I'm not trying to rush myself but it seems more and more like i was sold a dream. I thought for once i would genuinely be enjoying learning and that there was more to life than performance. But i don't see it. People tell me not to overthink, to "take it easy" but how do i do that when im underperforming in the place i fought so hard for. I thought in university i would feel like i made it. I wonder if i'll be proud of myself when i get a job, if i do. why do i feel so lost?
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