Fucking hate my stypid body. I hate how ugly and unattractive my body looks. It doesn't even match me. I'm so fucking fat and ugly and i was born of a wrong fucking sex. I hate absolutely fucking everyone, all of my classmates suck ass, they're all veey lucky to be this normal and happy and not suffer on the daily from being fucked up in the head. I should've been born with a different body, different personality, in different country, in a different family... Everything is wrong with me and my stupid, pathetic, miserable life. I sometimes regret not sticking through with killing myself. Even though i tend to think I've gotten better, my mental health hasn't significantly imporved. It's really just pure suffering. I have no good irl friends, 1 singular online friend, but i still feel like they don't care much about me or that if i act too much like myself they will hate me or leave or feel uncomfortable for some reason i don't know. I hate everything so much, i wish it could be better