no one likes me. i swear. my one friends is completely fake, i mean like she talks to me about some one thengoes to them and is completely fine. every other one of my friends just bullies me. i try so hard to been see a s human but i'm just a joke. i'm so scared that they talk about me like everyone else. i hate it so so so much. i want to have a friend that i'm not fucking afraid of.i want to be a human too, they don't see me like that. i'm not supposed to be on the same levels as them, and that does so so much to me. i can't stand it, i want friends but i want people who treat others like humans at the are minimum