I’ve struggled with disordered eating the past maybe 4 years of my life. It’s been very off and on, but it’s returning again. The last 4 days I’ve only eaten dinner. Today I’ve gotten significantly colder. Even my friends at my D&D campaign today commented on how freezing my hands were; attempting to warm them up. It ultimately didn’t work, of course. I’ve just gotten home from D&D actually. It’s 4:30PM, and I’m only really drinking a sugar free flavoured water to try and keep my body going. I forgot what it felt like to be disassociated when my mental health started improving, but I’m back to that now unfortunately. I think it’s not as bad, but it probably is. My hands are shaky, I’m cold, and my body feels heavy. I’ll eat a small dinner in maybe 3 hours. The closest friend of mine, who I see during lunch between classes has noticed my lack of eating recently and tries to get me to consume pretty much anything available, but I can’t take up his offer. He didn’t try today. That’s all.