I really did love you and I’m sorry things had to end this way , I just hope you don’t look back and regret anything regarding us. This is not me breaking up with you this is me saying goodbye as I no longer wish go be alive and I am sorry that this relationship had to be cut short but I am truly sorry for leaving you this way as well. I don’t wish to upset you by doing this but I may not be texting anybody ever again varying on if what I’ve decided to do even works or not. I really did love you, hell you’re the reason I hadn’t done it by the end of June. I know with how I text on the group chat and you in general it doesn’t really seem like there’s anything wrong or going on but my mental health has just been declining not even just recently since it’s been like that for a while. I genuinely want nothing more than to be able to thank you one last time for being there for me even if nothing seemed wrong. Thank you for existing. Thank you for being a part of my life. -for C