I’m 19, and I’ve struggled a lot with my weight, my skin, and how I feel about myself. I’ve dated a few guys, but honestly, I never really understood what they saw in me. My first boyfriend was kind of odd, and I ended things after only a month because I started freaking out and overthinking what the relationship even was. My second boyfriend was genuinely sweet and actually loved me, but I got so anxious and scared that I pushed him away and ended up ruining something that could’ve been really good. After that, I became scared of dating. I know I’ve attracted both good and bad people, but dating still scares me. The truth is, I really do want to love someone and be loved, but I don’t feel good about myself right now. I’m scared someone will eventually see me the way I see myself, and sometimes I feel like I’m going to ruin things before they even have a chance. I been in the talking stage with many but I guess I scare them off