Why can’t I be sad too? I’ve been carrying so much for so long. I deserve a good cry don’t I? I deserve a good lonely week. I deserve to feel sad. I’m not sad I’m just stuck. My throat is tight but the tears won’t come. I’m stressed all the time. Anxious and emotionally constipated all the time. I want a good cry. I remember once I when I was depressed I went outside on a rainy night after listening to sad music and layed down in the grass and let the cold freezing rain fall on my face. There’s more than one emotion is there not? Why is the only emotion I feel stress, anxiety and dread. Let me cry body, I tired of this.
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