I just talked my boyfriend out of a suicide attack and now he is feeling more chill, we are long distance and are gonna see each other again in around 3 weeks. The past days/month he has been feeling really bad and I've been trying my best to take care of him while balancing full time stressful work (cooking job) that has been giving me so much stress the past week, moving in to a new apartment, and trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm taking care of him, but who is taking care of me? Today is my day off and I've been worried trying to start my own hobbies again and keep up with things I've been putting of because I haven't had that much time for them recently, and so much of the day has been me trying to talk to him every second that I'm available. Right now he's feeling better and I'm so grateful for it, but I feel depleted and in need of someone to also take care of me and console me. I'm tired and I don't wanna sleep before I do my things too.