keep seeing other people my age saying stuff about how their mom gets upset with them for being on their phone all the time and I genuinely can't help but feel jealous. My mom is the COMPLETE opposite of that. She's on her phone all the time and I'm the one who gets mad at her. She still won't listen to me and put it down, not even when I'm talking. She won't even get up to take care of me if it means shutting her phone off, and she won't listen to a WORD I say. This isn't even mentioning how emotionally abusive she is towards me outside of it. Like I want to help her and everything, but she doesn't even listen to me as it is. I want to live a real life, I want to go outside and I want to do things, but my mom prioritizes her devices over her own kid. I don't hate my mom, not like I should for the way she's treated me, but she makes me feel so hopeless sometimes. I feel like my life is over because she wont take my feelings into account over hers or her phone. I hate it here.