I feel like I'm falling apart. all of my friends are venting to me and that's totally okay, don't get me wrong, but I just feel that I am not allowed to vent to them. I just have so many things to happen around right now but I don't know how to deal with em. my mental health is bad again, I don't know why. I wanted to burn myself. now Im in the bathroom floor, not knowing what to do. I dont want to betray the people I promised, I would never do it again. but I know if I wouldn't do it, I'll still crave it at some point. but when I would do it I would feel embarrassed. i don't know.
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