Everything! I am so lonely that I can't even go to anyone anymore! I have been separated from my home, my wife, and my sanity for longer than 3 years now. It looks like every single time I try, it would not get better. I sometimes realize I should live; but I don't even know how to do that anymore! I am even having a million thoughts as to whether to put this here under the fucking mask!!! How did i get this timid and disgusting
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