trigger warning? all this talk of the cornell situation has my past traumas resurfacing. from the ages of 6-8, i was raped almost every day by my older sister, who is almost 4 years older than me. it was always quick, but it was just so insanely often. when i happened, i knew i was uncomfortable with it, but i didn't know why, just because i didn't understand the concept. she always just said she was preparing me for when i learned about it in school. after catching her and her boyfriend fucking in the garage (so uncomfortable), its like this all jumped back at me. that was a year ago. it's always been in the back of my mind, but since then, i think about it much more. every so often i'm able to forget, but lately i think about it so much. it's weird though, i still crave touch, even if it's just platonic.