If your reading this I'm tired tired of everything my mom thinks of me as a smart one but I'm not really smart I'm tired of getting yelled at my own mom told me to jump I envy my brothers for having the love of my dad and everytime I talk to my friends they make it all about themselves I've held back my emotions for so long I'm getting sick everyday I regret not having to talk to anyone im stressed about my life and yet in the end no one cares