my dad calls me either "black boy" and "black mistake" yelling those familiar hateful words very loud in my face when I accidentally break something or forgot to wash the dishes, make food, clean clothes, fold the laundry, babysit, organize furniture, mow the grass, clean the toilet, put away toys, and put away art or paint supplies, overall clean most messes that my little brother did. I rarely make messes, yet, still get yelled at almost everyday.