My friends always expect me to do everything, and I hate it, I always have to be the leader, I hate leading, because everytime we mess up something it's gonna be my fault since they don't do shit, I just wanna relax in projects, but I'm always the one who needs to do everything, the one who tell them what to do, if I wasn't there they wouldn't do anything, it is true, I've seen it, they didn't do the work, and they blamed it on others, like we need a physics group project to do, and they don't do anything, I am the one who needs to remind them to bring the things we need, and then I get asked why i didnt bring it, they do know that I have divorced parents so I can't just took stuffs from home, bc it will cause a scene, if it's not getting bringed back, they act like it's not hard for me to live in two houses, everytime I asked them to study bc I can't always give them copy, they call me nerd, bc I care about my grades, and then they get angry when they get mad and tell me I'm lucky