I'm so fucking tired. I wake up with anxiety every morning and this overwhelming pressure to constantly succeed in everything I do. I've joined my school's leadership team, my city's youth council, my musical performance, and the extra curricular bands and choirs. I though I'd feel fufilled. But now I have to time to myself. I'm trying to maintain such a high average, and set myself to high standards, that I'm forgetting what's actually enough to do the assignment well. I have no more time to myself, I'm losing sleep and my acne is getting worse. I think I'm even starting to lose my hair. I am so unmotivated to do anything and I just want a break.. One day I don't think my body will take it, and I'll just collapse from exauhstion. A break from the crushing realities and expectations of life and I just want to relax. I'm done.