Okay a big rant ig, I feel like a horrible person. But idk if I actually am. People say I am but some dont. Idk I mean all that really matters is if my crush thinks I am or not. He said I’m not because I’m trying to fix what I broke. But inside I feel like I’m falling apart and I’m starting to give up on myself because I have so many voices in my head I can’t think normal. And people keep telling me “oh it’s okay I can fix you” but they fail they always do because I’m not fixable I’m forever broken and idk how much more energy I have for people, problems, the future any of it. But the thing that’s making me hold on is he doesn’t think I’m a bad person and he says I’m fun to hang out with and play DnD with. He doesn’t think I’m annoying but if I lose him or he changes his mind about me idk if I can handle it. I mean this guy is cute, funny and makes me happy but I’m so broken idk if I’m the right person for him or whatever and I don’t want to hurt him because I care. Anyway ima go, bye